While watching Kim Kardashian's wedding!! Hahahahahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! Sad, but true. I have no idea why. I used to cry at everything and then that left me for a while and now it's back, with a vengance. Weddings, babies, graduations, funerals, anything that brings up the idea that life is short and oh so sweet makes me cry, cry, cry. Last weekend I was with my bff, who lives in Roswell Georgia and we were at this little house, sitting on the front porch, eating dinner and watched parts of a wedding across the street. I cried. We left after eating and pased another little mansion with a carriage and a bride in it waiting to pull into her dream wedding, I cried. My bff Brandy is about to have her first baby, a girl, I cried. I saw little clothes, a highchair, wedding photos, etc. all over her house and I cried.
Tonight the Kim Kardashian wedding hit me hard though, I don't know her, I am not sure I even like her, but I cried. At first I felt her pain when they were planning the wedding and in love but kind of fighting a lot too. Good grief we fought a lot right before our wedding!!
Then there was the deceased parent issue; she was missing her dad, at my wedding we were missing Jon's mother. She and her fiance took flowers out to her father's gravesite. Jon and I lit a votive candle and said a prayer for Jon's mother right after we saw each other for the first time and before our wedding officially started. I cried then too. You are probably thinking that i must have cried during my entire wedding, I would have, if not for the gift of modern medicine :) Thank goodness for a good PCP with a prescription pad and good medication!!! Anyways, I could say so much more but my eyes are puffy from so much crying. Life is special!
Right after we lit our candle and said our prayer for Jon's mother